If you knew.. would you still?

At first it was very hard to know that I passed on this gene.
Everybody said you shouldn’t feel that way, and my response was always "okay I won’t."

But it makes a difference, knowing that my genes made life a bit harder for all my children
and maybe taken away my daughter's desire to have children.

After seeing the struggles that their brother has went though.

Had I known, I probably wouldn't have had children.
But thank God I didn’t know because they’re all a blessing.

Correction.. I did have more children after I knew.
I love my family... extra X's and all.